sometimes, i feel like no one likes me. i want to and need to be loved.i've been searching for a relationship for a while but it's hard. i can't help but to say, that I  EMO GUYS! i sometimes wonder who holds the key to my heart.

i u heard korn/amy lee, singing'' freak on aleash''! it's so fuckin awesome! i love korn!

       this is a poem i wrote

dedicated to all my dead  pets that i greatly miss and will love forever and especially em's dog smokie, who has past away shortly R.I.P

 

memories

by vampirefreak

 

i sit here and think about all of our happy times

the times when u were still with me

when we were loved by one another

terroe swept over me ,when u left

depression lingered over my soul

i was scared and alone

i didn't know what to do

my world suddenly became dark and obscure

there was no light to my day

nor no one to hold my hand

there was no one to catch me when i fell

i knew tears wouldn't help, but i cried anyway

the only thing u left me were memories, that i greatly cherish!

i cried myself to sleep over u

i still get halllucinations of u and hope that u will come back

but soon, i know ur gone forever

i know u want me to be happy, but i can't without u

i don't feel loved anymore

why did we have to get torn apart?

i wish u could've not died

we were so happy together

you were my best friend

you left a whole in my heart that can't be recovered

you were so innocent and didn't deserve it

my pain suffocates my heart,filling it with sadness

i want u back

although,you're gone, i still see u in mh dreams

i hope we can be with one another once again

and i know that you are watching over me

i am so depressed! my friends gone to germany for a trip and won't be back until like 2WEEKS! plus,i think my best friend(noa )might like me! i just don't like him like that! WHAT SHOULD I DO?i don't want to dissapoint him!